Name: Thursday, June 28, 2007
goodbye
the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky,
shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired methey wipe away the many tears that are deep inside medon’t be hurt too much..
they hug me tight and pamper meand comfort me,
telling me to go to sleepthough I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heartlike those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches meand gives me a warm hug
though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever
7:16 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
STUDY!
HAHAHA ! So damn happy.
Finally learnt about vectors. The damn tution teacher damn happy la ^^V
Got girl thing early in the morning in school. SWAY.
Couldn't even concentrate in class la.
Felt completely drained.
Completed homework with ah xav, who bought porridge & honey drink right after school. THANKU! ^^!
Played basketball for that little little bit of satisfaction. I tio thrash 7/11 (Somemore I got credited off 5 balls as I'm sick -_- )
Didn't really have the mood for tution till 9.30pm at night.
Anyway, did it. Heh heh!
Gotta check my mail for F&N edits.
YPut away hatred, and you will hold happiness in your hands
8:49 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
crap!
Such crap.Went out with family to have father's day dinner.
Damn lame.
Well, I think I won't give or greet a happy father's day to him this time.
Don't really think he deserves it.
I'm NOT jealous, freakoid.
not jealous not jealous NOT JEALOUS!
but I've already got the bad news.
10:23 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
FUCKING HELL
I HATE PEOPLE WHO DO THINGS BEHIND MY BACK LA OKAY?CALL ME OVER-SENSITIVE.
I JUST HATE IT, AND IT ISN'T DAY ONE THAT U NOE ME.
_l_
12:27 AM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
_l_
Okay. the lame 10pm movie on chn5 really bores me.Was wanting to pick up weiling from her school just a busstop away.
lover wanted to take cab, and then head down to kovan, and send her to her daycare.
Then we boarded this red and white coloured TransCab.
F***ing attitude lao ah peh.
After we boarded the taxi, lover started to ask if he could just wait for a moment. And he was like screaming and screaming that he can't wait. Probably he rushing his way to geylang or something. -.-
Just wanted him to wait for less than 30secs, while I went down to call for weiling to get onto the cab.
Then, lover and the taxi driver just kept quarreling and quarreling.
Damn, shut the f*** up.
I didn't know he's time was so f***ing precious.
Hello? He's a taxi driver would gives me an impression of ' hey yo, i don't want your money.'
f*** that alright.
As soon as we were about to get down of the taxi, he wanted to ask us to go to the police to settle.
RIDICULOUS. _l_
SHC 5714 E <~ SCREW THAT!
Changing blogskin. (:
11:00 PM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
helllloo
hoooray!The food & nutrition peeps needn't go to school today. :D
Woke up at 7.30am, sent Ling, Jie, Yang to Roz-Elle and brought them to Mac for breakfast.
They were so cute ^^
Bought breakfast for shan & xav.
Ok, when writing a compo, is it WRONG to write needn't, couldn't, wasn't? But instead, write it could not, need not, was not.
arhhh~!
What a bad dream. I almost cried when I woke up la. -.-
We were at this scene, somewhere at Korea. (don ask me why)
Then I think this communist guy, took out a gun from his pocket, and started to point at everyone.
He started to shoot my mom. Then I was like crying and crying profusely. -.-
Firstly on the leg, and numerous shootings on her back.
Would you take the gunshots for your mom?
Goodbye, I'm going out. :D
11:31 AM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
boringgggg
Today had been a real boring day la.had tution early in the morning. Played audi, did some maths self-study while xavier "sleeps".
I feel so guilty for not studying enough. But how do I start when I got soooo much to do?
Hais.
Cooking dinner for tomorrow since The Maid, Yati gone home for three good weeks in the midst of my Os. -.-
If you feel inferior, sooner or later you'll start to thinking that he wants to meet someone better than you.
It's june holidays which I won't get to rest/enjoy ! :( !
10:57 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007
the sorry
I wonder sometimes, am I being over-sensitive, over-protective or something.Compared to other girls, I may really be all of that.
But which girl who really loves her bf so, wouldn't want to know more about his past?
Maybe I'm really this over-protective, this jealous, this petty, this weak in stand. but it's in me.
If you think I really enjoy getting scolded, humiliated, tolerating your fit-o-anger is fun, please, think twice.
I have to go to school everyday,
waking up early in the morning,
teachers would nag,
even my dad who sends me to school every single day nags at me right after I board his car, and when I get home, wanting to know just more about ur ex, ur past, how did u react?
However, I do feel that if you've done nothing wrong, what's there to hide about?
Hello,
- u wake up as 'early' as 9am++.
- You've got a free time to do what you like.
- Parents wise, totally different.
- Mine is those who would scold and never stop scolding till I'm probably 40. Yours? Needless to say.
Please understand certain differences between us. I make certain choices so as to make sure that others would also be glad and agree to the choice that I had made.
I'm not one who could do what I like, as and when I want.
One thing I'm sure,
that's just how I feel though.Most girls would like to change, be it on the 'inside' or on the 'outside' for their guy, to get assurance and a sense of satisfaction.
Well, since I'm just known for kicking up a big fuss, I really want to say sorry to you, for raking up your past. Sorry for wanting to compare myself with the other ex that you have. Sorry for causing you that much trouble & stress. Sorry.
10:28 PM